Saturday, August 25, 2007

what are friend's for

Reporting from Bedok Library..

Reached home at about 10pm last night..

Going to and from KL by bus at this period of time is not quite a good option..
Ever since the bus accident tragedy that killed 20+ people,
The JPJ is having -i think so- Malaysian-wide bus inspection...
especially on the bus driver...

and last night was not an exception...
the long journey was hell had it not been for my company..:)
Thank God...

But, alas..
Im safe and sound...

hmm...
Im having this nagging feeling in me...
about the issue of friendship..

I told a friend that i just cant be bothered to contact them..
:(

ok,
I know it sounded rude and crude and crap and all that..

i was even surprised at myself for saying that...
I did not know where that came from..
It's soo not like me to say things like that..

I could have said i've been busy lately or my phone's lost
or just any other bullshit so that i wont hurt people...

But out of nowhere i uttered those terrible words...:(

or maybe,
that's the truth that's been kept deep down inside me...?
hmm...

see,
life taught me a lot of lessons...
i really mean a LOT..

especially about people...

Im sure many of you have heard that
'whatever people do or think
is because of their experiences or perceptions on life itself...'

right?

i guess that's what makes me who i am today...

I do not like to be forced to tell what i dont want to tell,
I know when people becomes closer to each other, and they call themselves FRIENDS,
they feel the need to know EVERY single things that happens in their 'friends' life...

you may deny,
but that's what i experience...

people talk about others...
friends talk about friends to other friends....
stories changed becomes distorted,
and that destroys FRIENDSHIP..

and that is another experience of mine...

when people becomes closer they tend to want to be involved in their friend's life...

My perceptions says that,
friends does not neccessarily means we have to be involved to each other all the time..
friends try to understand what their friends wanted for their own life..
friends defend their friend instead of talking behind them to other friends..
friends give space to their friends..


Gee...
at timer i wonder why am i being a secretive person,
its because of my experiences, i guess...

ponder, my friend...

im out..

p/s: takut nak berkawan

Monday, August 20, 2007

Rest Relax and unwind?

Weekend was fine..
Weekend was one great, unwinding moment for me...
It's been sometime since i've got the time to really relax as if i own the ticks to time..
Thanx dear for being so sweet and understanding...:)
Such care and love that i appreciate from the core of my heart..
:)
Anyways..
I've got Muslim Press midterm tomorrow and i'm still on page three on the text..
How slow is that...
Im thinking of holidays that's around the corner...
I wonder if i should extend my hols and risk losing two marks for WNN midterm
or
advance my hols instead..
hmmm...
Since there'll be the BBF on wednesday night before merdeka at Marina,
might as well i come back early and not prolong my hols....
ok!
mind's set...
I'll just advance my hols...yay!
hihihi..
Wonder what's BBF like......
P/S: To plan is not just planning, but to execute and to work towards executing it...

Wednesday, August 15, 2007

Public Relations is my game..;)

Now, at this point of time,
I am missing him terribly...:'(

The moment i reached Larkin last Sunday,
I feel desperately in need to be back home into his arms..:(

I just couldnt wait to be with you this weekend dear...

On the other hand,
I've been pretty busy with the PR exhibition...
a three-day event; the grand opening ceremony was earlier today...

I was the MC for the event...
trust me,
i've been MC-ing for a gazillion times,
this morning's event was by far the most challenging one for me....

For IIUM-ians,
I'm sure you're familiar with any MCs saying

"Announcing the arrival of........."

right?

I've always thought that it was easy peasy....

BUT.....

i realised that, to just say the word 'announcing' requires talent..;)

seriously...

Last night we had a full-dressed rehearsal of the event..
so all of us had to actually perform our tasks just as if it is the real thing..

time checked=8.00 p.m

and so the 'acting' rector, HOD and other VIPs arrived...

I pun apa lagi...

"announcing the arrival of ........."

somehow it doesnt sound right to me...

after the rehearsal,
Mdm commented on a lot of things that needed to be corrected...

and me, especially,
had to go through soooooooooooooooooo many rounds of rehearsing the MC scripts..

Just to get it all right and perfect....

time checked= 11.30 pm

i've already rehearsed for 'i-dont-know-and-cant-count-anymore' times..
i was thirsty and had no energy left....
I still couldnt get it right...

by 12am,
i left the rehearsal, rested and was up and ready in front of the audi by 7 am...

debarannya?
mak ai! takle angkatz beb!

i was shivering...
i was practising my script again and again at the back stage...

Mdm told me to do some mouth exercises...
aha....
so you can imagine me doing all the 'ooohs' and 'aaahs' with my mouth...
hehehe...

exactly on the dot,
( i was impressed..ni bukan janji melayu tau)
we started the opening ceremony...

ceh...
dengan segala semangat yang ada dalam diri,

"ANNOUNCING the arrival of........................."

cheyy badak!
I finally got it right.......:))

quick, congratulate me....;)

terime kaseh...sama-sama kaseh...

kikikiki...

Soon,
i began to fill comfortable and the event went smoothly....:)
even though there were some glitches...

but then again,
to err is human...

and to constantly improve
is our task...:)

Thanks to all the committees for their support..
special thanx to kaed....;)

and oh yes,
before i forgot....
CONGRATULATIONS to liyana (fellow singaporean)
and your group mates,
for winning the PR program proposal competition...
tumpang bangga nih...hihi...



otey...

i've got to prepare for the closing ceremony tomorrow morning..
and for the quiz and presentation tomorrow afternoon...

yikes!

tata!

p/s: pics will be up when i get them from the committees, i dont know when (cant promise)...hihi....

Thursday, August 09, 2007

42 years old....

Hey ho!
Reporting from HS...
It's a beautiful day..
filled with love and blessing from Him Almighty...
First and foremost...
HAPPY NATIONAL DAY SINGAPORE...!!!
42 years old now...
I believe Singaporeans no matter where they are, is wearing red and white to celebrate this day...
:)
Im thrilled...
cant wait to sing the national anthem later tonight...
before i go...
dengar2 gambar Assiiumers celebrating National day is up at NDP webbie..
im gonna check it out...
tata!
I woke up feeling the patriotism vibe in me...
i felt like smiling all the way..
hehe...;)

Wednesday, August 08, 2007

main kawen kawen...erk...masak-masak lah..

halo!
i dont intent to blog much..
just want to say CONGRATS to my buddy..

Aishah Spec!!!!!

cheyyy...cheyyyy...;)

congrats utk apa....??
for me to digest sumore, and for you to find out...;)

Tuesday, August 07, 2007

bee-sying

I wish i could update as daily as possible...
But,
thank God,
i've been busy for the past few days...
I was desperate for assignments
coz i've been doing nothing but idle since school reopened 5 weeks ago..
(it's been 5 weeks of school!! can you believe it?? only 9 more weeks to go...)
:)

Gee..i sounded pathetic when i said i was desperate for assignments...
hehe...

earlier today,
i was utterly happy when Mdm.Baiduri gave us an assignment...
we were to choose either one of the three topics that she gave...
and.............................
i chose the one on TNMCs and cultural trespass and national sovereignty...
I really wanted to learn more on TNMCs....

and oh yes,
i've been sitting at this PC for about 2 hours or so just getting infos and references for this particular assignment...:)
anyway, it's due 6 weeks from now..ahakz...

semangatz kaaan...........;)

and i've got this presentation for LE4500...
titled:
If i could solve any problem in the world, i would......

aha...
anybody wants to suggest anything? ;)

and i've got two article reviews to be submitted soon..
for those who know me well enough,
im sure you'll be surprise to see me so upbeat about assignments...
hehehehe...;)

almaklumlah......*cheeky smile*

Btw,
two very important events is coming up...
one, the 3-day PR Exhibition, which i'll be emceeing...(i loike!)
next, the graduating students dinner which will be held at either Restoran Puteri or a Golf Country Club...

I went with kaed, zura and azreen (and her cute lil daughter)
surveying the place and its price offer....

i nk sidetrack sket..
Azreen was telling her daughter to stay with her granny(e nenek worked there),
while we go and discuss the dinner with the country club management..
but the lil girl refused and kept running around..
maklumlah budak2...
and guess what the nenek pesan??
"ok, takmu jahat eh..."
pahhaaam tak?
takmu JAHAT..
kahkahkah...
people often say 'takmu nakal eh...'
and the way she said that,
seriously,
it was the joke of the day for us....
ahakz!

The progress is so far so good...
and i really hope this dinner will give me a memory i'll cherish for the rest of my life...
really look forward to it....:)

ok,
i've got to go and continue with my assignments...:))

tak paham kan??
kikiki....