Wednesday, November 16, 2011

2nd leg of the race, starts now

The first trimester is over.
Im glad.

Nausea is still there,
vomiting lessened,
Giddiness and symptoms of 'blacking out' have come.

This, is what scares me the most.
I hope I wont ever have to 'blackout' in public transport. :(

Lil' A is now growing,
I can feel it.
My tummy is getting tighter and more bloated looking.
As long as our baby is growing healthily, Im contented. :)

Im 3 months preggy now,
Its 6 more months to go.

I do not know how to explain what I am feeling about giving birth.
I am the kind with low tolerance level towards pain,
so it is kinda scary when I think about it.
Everyday, I think about things that can make me a brave person,
one who is not scared of pain.

For now,
I only have Allah to guide my heart and give me strength.

Im taking one step at a time,
trying to be more focused on eating healthy, be happy, praying on time and reading the Quran as much as possible.