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Given the amount of "ching-ching" i can make in this job,
i can just forgo everything and work like nobody's business..

But,
knowing me, i wouldnt want to sacrifice my loved ones, my life,
just for a job thats worth a billion "ching-ching"...


I know i wouldnt want to be doing this for the rest of my life...

Some people might think im crazy to be thinking like this..

but NO...

i know what i want in life...
i really do...

I believe in the saying that goes:
"Talk is cheap; everybody can talk"

thus,
i will only prove through my actions....

p/s: my heart feels heavy to let you go far away...but if this is your opportunity, i pray you achieve success.....

PROMO-tion

hey ho!

i've been promoted....
from
client representative trainee..
to
client representative team leader...

when i first started looking for a job,
i did not dream of anything big...

a simple admin job would be good enough for part time..

however,
i bumped into this company..
and i got the job as client representative..

in my mind,
this is only a three-month-temporary-school-holiday-job...
nothing fancy...

suddenly,
after two weeks...
i made approximately 600-700dolars!

just last friday,
the team went out for dinner at eatz19..

i thought it was just a team night..
it turned out to be a team night CUM celebration for my promotion...

Its not that im not thankful...
in fact, i am full of gratitude...:)

But, (haiz, manusia...there's always a but)
Im suddenly skeptical of my capability...

will i be able to carry this responsibility well?
do i have the leadership qualitites?
will i be able to train my trainees to be like me?
will i be a good example for my trainees?

:(

gee...
i dont know...

well...
maybe its because this is something new to me...
novelty always bring uncertainties...

wish me luck ya!

gtg...

make money

eeugh!
my blog is terribly stagnant....:(

i've been busy...
my work kept me away from blogging..

yup,
you hear me right..
im working...

working with a advertising marketing company...
with "have fun and make money" motto...
hehehe...

well, i really make money in this job..
but the bigger the money, the more hectic the job is..
i work from 9 am to 6.30pm from mon-sat..
and i do not leave the office until its almost seven...
reach home e'day around 9 ++ or even later if i have meetings and yada yada...

so that explains why i've not been diligently blogging...

currently,
im a client representative trainee...
and might be promoted to client rep trainer soon...

Everyday, ater the morning meeting,
i'll go out to offices to meet bosses or managers from other companies
to clinch deal for my clients...

thats why im a client representative...

the reason how i get to blog today is because i took a day off..
i've got blisters on both my feet..
my worse blister experience! :(

nvm..

btw,
results came out yesterday...
thanx mary for checking it for me..

i've got better gpa this time around..
but still,
this is a motivation for me to score all As for my final sem...

i know i can...:)
Amin...

gtg..
tata!

Arians out

The Aries gals bdae updates!! :))
(okay, i noe this is soo basi..tp heck care...nk share gak..:p)

as planned,
Mary and me met at Yishun..


headed to cineleisure to watch 'Namesake' (adapted from a novel by JhumpaLahiri)

great movie...love it...:)
(despite some parts yang.....erk...)
for those who intent to watch it,
its NC-16, k?
kikiki...

so thats bdae girl no.1

and this is bdae girl no.2

this is mine to her..

this hers to me! (my fav!)

this is US!

whatever it is, it is never too late to wish us Arians a happy bdae..
coz the whole of April is OUR month..;)

the visit

i've told that a penangite friend of mine came to Singapore for the weekend, ait?
well, Wani also came...
so we had two of 'em visiting...

i went out with 'em on Sat..
was soooo glad to meet Farah and seeing her finally IN Singapore....

ahakz!

i really hoped she had fun...
:)

despite being a Singaporean myself,
i still felt like a tourist..
so when Farah n Wani went "ooooh-ing" and "aaah-ing" at everything they saw,
i joined them...

kehkehkeh....

still a lot to see and explore, you know...

i managed to capture some beautiful moments...;)

lets see....

aha..
the one in white is Farah...we were waiting for the rest to come and eat with us...

at the popular all-kinds-of-you-name-it-photo-machine...
hehehe....

Farah and Wani, loving the phone booth...

the court..

Fullerton at night..

clark quay...

after a good walk almost all day long, i reached home and slept like a log..hehz...

Singapore may be small...but to walk around it,whoa, is really something...

now where's my Yokoyoko...;)

sighing

Hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiizzzzzzzzzzzzz..........




I just felt the need to sigh..



time and again...........why?

Justice No No

"there is no Justice in this world, this is the world we live in"


and i mean justice in EVERY possible way..

hmm...

bdae dateS

wonderful date i shall say...:)

i didnt know swensen have laksa until yesterday..(ok, i know im so kuno rite? :p)

i think the laksa was superb..

plus the ice-creams!
yummyyy~~~~ :)

hehz..

comel rite? dis one here is called "b'dae firehouse ice cream"

and as if dats not enough, we ordered one more desert..
choc malt frost..

mmg membesarkan perut lah kirakan...;)

thanx dear for the wonderful time..:)

luv ya! muachs! :)












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bdae celeb with my 'lesb' partner, Mary..kehkehkeh..(seram kaaan...;p) on the 9th...
updates comin up...:)

mary! cant wait to watch namesake!
hehehe...
plus, THE cake..yum yum..;)

meanwhile, my penangite fren, farah is comin to Singapore..
akhirnyeeelah..;)

welcome my fren..
hehe...
enjoy ur visit here...:)

happy 23rd bdae

ola!

im home!!!

at last..yes,
i reached homeland at abut 11.30 pm, on the fourth of April 2007..
he fetched me to fulfill my wish, that is to be with him exactly when the clock strikes midnight..

:)

made me feel terribly happy and touched...:)
thanx dear..you're the best...:)

anyways,
exams over, and my holiday for three months ++ has begun..
gosh! :)

well, a few days before my exam ended,
dearest friend of mine,
Miss aeda fitreah managed to dig into my naiveness...(with her "kaed" thinking)
:p

for two days in a row,
she and two other friends surprised me with a mini bdae celebration..
and im touched...

there's a lot of interesting pics..
i dont think i possess enough diligence at this point of time to post all..

nevertheless, here's some of it..
the rest can be viewed at my fotopages:

http://nkhasanah.fotopages.com

meanwhile, enjoy:

and earlier today, had lunch with spec..windu sey...

and then, went for the last paper and voila!

HOME!!

for those who wished me a happy bdae, thank you dear friends..! :)
happy holidays to you ppl...

p/s: cant wait for the dinner date tonight...hihihi...;)

April fool

Finally!

i've overcome my 'worst' fear...

STATISTICS!

;)

(i almost thought the exam would be cancelled..hehe..April fool lah katakan *wink*)

the exam was this morning...
Alhamdulillah..
i know i understood the questions and were able to answer....

however,
the last question pissed me off totally...GrRrRrrRR!

i calculated for the umpteenth times and still could not get the correct answer...!!?!

geramz btollah!

but anyway,
i did the other steps accordingly...
i know i have a B+ in my hands...but still, im crossing my fingers for an A- minus....

plsssss.....Amin....

so,
that means i have only 2 more papers to go...
tomorrow = marketing
and on the 4th = revelation

i still have 3 chapters to read for marketing,
and i cant believe im sitting here in the Cyber Cafe surfing away....~~~
;)

well,
a teeny weeny bit of play wont harm anyone ait? ;)

p/s: its April already!! gosh! its MY month....my beloved month...:)

everything i thought i cud do

4 down,
3 more papers to go..

its on the 1st, 2nd and 4th April..
and then,
HOME!!

for three months ++..

yes!!

but,
the boring part is, i still have not found a job, yet...

been emailing resumes here and there..
no reply...

i mean,
im only looking for a temporary job..

is it really this hard..?

i wonder how much harder it will be if im looking for a permanent job....

im looking out for administrative, HR, receptionist, customer service, photography studios and last resort teaching....

anyways,
science of hadith was a-okay...:)

Alhamdulilah..

i was quite happy with my answers...

i hope and really hope i'll get good grade for this particular paper....
amin....

now, i've got to overcome my worst fear of all..
STATISTICS!

ceh, takdeeelah sgt...;)

haiz..

and oh!
mummy and daddy will be coming here this weekend...

so,
i might be staying at the hotel with them..

dapatlah mandi air panas..
yay!


p/s: counting the days when i'll be home; reaching Singapore at exactly midnight 5th April 2007...sigh...

openings

btw,
im looking for a part time job
from April to sometime in the first week of July..

reason being,
i'm not taking third sem...

anyone know of any openings?

forget everything

peeps..

forget what i said in my previous entry..
:(

i dont want to think anymore...

p/s: mata asek nk mengalir airmata je..cocok kang baru tau...hish!

unstoppable tears

My heart is crying

cant go on living like this

hey all!

im down at the lowest point in my life, i think..
i dont feel good..
i dont feel cheery anymore...
i always worry...

even when the day that i always look forward to (5 April) is drawing near,
i dont feel like it...
i dont see any point in being happy...

right now,
i just need to be assured...
im scared...:'(

my head cant stop spinning....:(

i cant sleep for days already...
i find it hard to imagine what will happen in future....
:'(

i need a shoulder to cry on....
but,
i dont know how to express what im feeling right now...
no one will understand....

i've cried till i think i have very little to shed....:'(

oh God!
i NEED to be assured....

what will happen of me??

what????

:'((((

i cant think anymore....

sobs. :'(


im out. :'(

dream that's haunting

I had a bad dream...:(
due the finals around the corner,
i've been having sleepless nights..

and then, last night,
i dreamt that i cant answer for my statistic paper...:(
and i cried and cried right there and then in the exam hall...
and the people and my lecturer around me looked cynical...
and since i cant answer, i failed...:'(

SERAMNYEEEE~~~

i pray that it wont happen on the real paper....:(
amin.....


haizz....

anyway,
i went to my couz's chalet yesterday @ aloha loyang, Pasir Ris..
i forgot, it was my niece and nephew's bdae party....
Happy b'dae pretty girl, Nur Aliya and Muhd Nur Hakim....!!



































and as usual,
if me and dina (my couz) meet up,
kita chill lah...
:)
while the others were busy preparing this and that in the kitchen,
we went upstairs to the bedroom, lepakz~~
kikiki...

















take picture is a must lah kan....;)

and then, we got bored, and went to the kids zone...

see!








































ahakz!


and later in the evening,
i met dear...
:))

after a few hours,
went straight home, was tired, and slept(with e bad dream)...

will be meeting him again today..yay! :))

great around them

Its great to back home again! :)
happy to be with him again..:)

okay,
its been so long since i last updated with pictures..
pardon me...
my N70 was 'hospitalised'
but its better now...
yay!

so now can put up pix...:)

last Thurs was an unexpected outing with Kaed..
that girl eh,
really influenced me tau..;p

but it was all worth while...
my hands and fingers were all 'itchy' to caress my baby(read: my SLR)
so we went out to take pictures at Bukit Bintang and KLCC..

That's kaed and me..




















some of my actions...
i didnt realise she took that picture of me,
trying really hard to capture KLCC at its nicest possible angle..
kikiki...



































we were starving by the time we reached KLCC,
so we went to the signatures to fill our grumpy belly..

thats my phad Thai...
whatever it is, it does not satisfy my picky taste buds..






































then,
we had Ice creams!! :)
haiyya..
it was heavenly, i tell you...;)

Hepi giller dapat ice cream..ahakz!
















before we went back to campus,
i sidetracked to famous amos to buy him something..
hope u liked it sayang...:)




















Thanx kaed for the great time..:)
i own you one...

yesterday, i was out the whole day taking pictures, again...
well, its for my assignment...
and also visited my aunt and granny...

i was all over the place trying to control this kiddo here,
she's my cousin, Shahira Begum...
she super hyper and one happy baby tau! :)
















When the sun was at its perfect horizon,
i went to Pasir Ris park to capture more beautiful moments..






































and guess what,
i decided to cycle,
yes, alone and around the whole park!

Refreshing i tell ya...:)
but sorilah, no pictures...
sorang2 and tga feeling,
so tak terlintas nak take my pictures...;p

eh, thats all lah...
gtg,
byk keje rumah la pullak....

tata!

4 flat kapper!

I can pretty much say "phew!!"
why?
coz i've FINALLY finish my eap research paper..
well, not totally..
but 95%....:)

i thought i was never going to be able to finish it...
i felt a GREAT sense of freedom!
its like im walking on air! :)

so,
im down with two more presentations and 1 assignment...
oh yah,
not forgetting my final assesment for my photography skill,
which im going to do this weekend in Singapore...

dear,
nak ikut tk? ;)
but ur working kan? kan? kan? ;p
hehe...

its wednesday,
i simply anticipate the weekend...
i cant wait to smell the 'Singapore air'..
as if there's a difference btw m'sia and spore's air...:p
ahakz!

btw,
i found out that there's merit for those who are active in campus' activities...
as in, there's a transcript for it!

wah!
ini mcm i can get 4 flat lah for my CCA....;)

p/s: i wonder if u're reading this, if u are, i miss u terribly....:(

please end it all soon..

Terrible week.
cried myself to sleep last night.

despite the retail therapy and a good movie that i watched with Mary yesterday,
i was still having this nagging feeling in me..
it's like something in me, is saying,
"weekday starts tomorrow...you will have to face with all those scary things again.."

it makes me dread weekdays all the more..

i just want to go home.
Home is the best remedy of all.

anyway,
i mentioned movie, right?

yah, watched Music&lyrics at KLCC..
all i can say is, the movie is WORTH my money..:)

its damn cute (read: good) i tell ya....
go watch it..

gtg,
got to finish eap research paper...(drag!)

i've got dip comm's second midterm tomorrow...

P/S: met Dr. Mahzan just now, and he told i passed my 1st midterm! Alhamdulillah...:)

letting it all out

Give way everybody......!

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AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

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RRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGG

GGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG

GGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

HHHHHHHHHHHH

HHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I just HAVE to let it out....

Pardon me.

:((