cant go on living like this

hey all!

im down at the lowest point in my life, i think..
i dont feel good..
i dont feel cheery anymore...
i always worry...

even when the day that i always look forward to (5 April) is drawing near,
i dont feel like it...
i dont see any point in being happy...

right now,
i just need to be assured...
im scared...:'(

my head cant stop spinning....:(

i cant sleep for days already...
i find it hard to imagine what will happen in future....
:'(

i need a shoulder to cry on....
but,
i dont know how to express what im feeling right now...
no one will understand....

i've cried till i think i have very little to shed....:'(

oh God!
i NEED to be assured....

what will happen of me??

what????

:'((((

i cant think anymore....

sobs. :'(


im out. :'(