what's happening

Im OFFICIALLY back again..
been on hiatus for a very verrry looong time...

i do not know what happened...
i guess i've been too busy to update...
plus my laptop went beserk lately...
thus, being an extra hindrance for this blogging passion of mine...
;)

hmm...
i almost forgot how to blog...
gee...that's scary...

nvrmnd,
since im officially back, and hoping that the laptop wont go gaga again for the time being..
until then, i will be diligently posting news here, ait? ;)

anyways,
life's been pretty good,
the love is still in the air...

i'm falling for him again and again every now and then...
my heart still skip a few beats everytime i see him or hears his voice...

Thank you dearest rainbow
for ur time and effort all the time that im here in singapore...

i love you and forever will, insyaAllah...

im sorry for what happened last night..
i was being such a jerk, i guess...
:(

and today i woke up at 3pm...

WHAT??

oh yes...
coz i couldnt sleep the whole night...

i was up the whole night crying in my sleep...
i kept having 'the vision' in my sleep

which,
caused me to wake up every 15 mins and found myself crying like a baby..
:(

in the end-
to stop the nonsensical mind from 'the vision'-
i decided to watch TV and ate rice with ayam masak merah..
(at 5a.m. in the morning!!)

sigh

abt almost 6 i began to doze off,
only to be having
'the vision' AGAIN...
and tears started to stream...

only when my eyes were as big as a golf ball (from all the crying),
which was at 7 plus, did i managed to fall asleep....

i wont elaborate...

gtg,
mom's calling...

i'll update later...
tata..