That absent-minded me

When I'm all excited and eager
to meet him after days of not seeing each other,

When I'm all dressed up nicely
to step out of the house,

THAT's when I realised I LEFT
my house key in my room
which I (habitually) LOCKED!

and.........

best thing was....

NOBODY was at home!

Great!
Locked outside my own room and
inside the house....


Bummer!





That absent-minded me.....

huhu....

What the Fish!!??!!

I woke up this morning trying hard to look at the positive side of life
and forget all the crappy aspects that's been bugging me
for a past few weeks...

I decided to go out and shop for something for mom..
Since i shouldnt go alone i asked my parents to go too,
But they were tired and my mom's not feeling well..

I tried asking my irritating brother to accompany me,
but he was adamant about not wanting to follow...

and so, i went by myself...
I decided to call mary and luckily she was free to come..

Thanks mary....

I went to the kodak shop to have my passport photos taken..
While all this was happening,
a guy- with the very definition of MAMAT from Suli's blog entry- walked into the shop and stood there aimlessly..

I ignored him and walked out of the shop
and didnt realise that he was following me..
and he actually stopped me!

Mamat: nak mintak number talipon leh?
Me: Excuse me??
Mamat: can i have your number, nak kawan..
Me: NO.
Mamat: why? ( muka blur)
Me: I am engaged.
Mamat: *tak respon* (muka blur)
Me: I am ENGAGED.
Mamat: oh, sorry..(muka paisey)

What the Fish!?!!

Well, he spoilt my day, spoilt my appetite even...
kepala hotak berjambul lah mat!


Do I look like a typical minah??

coz, seriously i think,
the only suitable partner for a Mat is a Minah...
Sorry if anyone is offended by this,
but i am Pissed-with a capital P..


Haiz...


and whatever happened the rest of the day
is NOT at all La La La happy happy mood mood!


So much for wanting to look at the POSITIVE aspect of life..
CRAP!



The only thing i can at least smile about is the
aroma therapy set i bought for myself...






































White petals fragrance from body shop...

This set could not come at a better time
coz i seriously need a break from all evil...


On a lighter note:

Happy mother's day to my mother
Syafakillah mak...



Im out.

The lost memories......

I had an online meeting with spec
on the class reunion we planned to have
sometime this year...

and while I was updating our multiply
account,
I had a sudden urge to look for the
one and only farewell CD
that we made in 2003..

I knew I had it stashed somewhere
in my room...

I searched and searched,
and I found it!!

The feeling I had when i watched
the CD was the same as when
I watched it for the very first time...

I was moved by the sincerity
and memories I had with
serikandi4_2002...

I takleh angkatz the fact that
we named the groups in our class
with such peculiar names...

watch it,
and you'll know what i mean...;)




precious! :)



and so,
the lost memories.............................


FOUND!

yippie! :)

I believe I can fly..

Woohoo!

Im free~~~



and I modified my blog layout lah...

wah wah...


hehehe.......

LOVE is the stuff inside.....

I think this is, so far the
MOST memorable April of my life...

I once said its my month,
and I have my family and friends
to thank..

Especially,
my one and only
prince charming
for really really making me feel
like I own the month of April...:)

I loike! :)

Why?

Because apart from the many
beautiful moments and surprises,
he gave me a wonderful
closure for this month.......

The Singapore Flyer and
my very own Built-a-Bear!!






















Look at the breathtaking view!!































I name it, Azr!
It's got a device in its chest
that when you press and hold,
you can actually feel the heartbeat..
hehe...

adorable, aint it? :)

Told you its MY month..;)
Alhamdulillah....:)


Today,
the Arian finally met...















(Everything April)








Girls,
Thank you for making it happen
despite your busy schedules...:)


Appreciate it...
Walaupun I paling banyak kena spot..:p
:)


Klik on the link for more pixies!


tata!

A girl's new bestfriend

I am not a coffee drinker..

I still remembered during my school days,
friends suggested coffee for staying up late
to study..

I tried,
But I just could not love it..
Coffee did not deter me from sleeping either..

Furthermore,
The taste, urgh...
It stayed in my throat like forever...

But I do love the delicious aroma of coffee..

Recently,
starbucks introduced its new
'Dulce De Leche'

Its a milky caramelly coffee...
I heard about it on Radio..
Mind you, the message was persuasive,
at least for non-coffee drinker like me...

I decided to give it a try...

and..........................................

I CANT stop....

Instead of the usual Chocolate Frappucino
I always ordered at each starbucks visit,
I bought the Dulce De Leche....

Its got the usual coffee taste,
but a bit more milky and caramelly....

Mmmmm....
a sip of the coffee,
I swear I thought I was in heaven...

ahakz...;p


Btw,
Starbucks has been my faithful
lunch buddy..

I made starbucks rich
just by religiously buying the choc frap
and now, Dulce de leche....!

They should award me!! ;)

























































Coffee and newspaper
my new bestfriend,
my daily staple....:)
















































Will miss starbucks when I change work..
huhu...

I am NOT oppressed..

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dOPPSFZ0NDU&NR=1

I just watched a video on Aqsa Parvez,
who was killed by her father for not wearing the Hijab..

In response to the person who posted that video
calling out to muslims to take off their hijab
in show of freedom,

One wonders what FREEDOM means..

Freedom does not have anything to do
with what you wear or who you are...

Most of us always connotes freedom
as 'being able to do or say whatever we want..'

but is it so?

There is no such thing as absolute freedom..

Imagine if the notion of freedom is taken
literally as stated above,
what would happen to the world...?

People kill as they wish,
People say as they like,
all these without thinking of the consequences of their actions..
God knows what will happen...

Even with the existing laws on freedom,
these issues still occured...

So, saying that Hijab is a symbol of oppression
is crap!

So what?
I cover my head
and im stupid?

I cover my head
and im oppressed?

I know many muslim women
some of whom are my very own friends..
they wear hijab BUT they are talented thinking people..

We do not wear hijab because we are afraid of our family...
We do not wear hijab because we are afraid of being an outcast...


In fact,
In my humble opinion,
Some, i repeat SOME who DO NOT wear hijab
are the ones who are afraid...

afraid of being labelled off beat..
afraid of being outcast by others who do not
understand the true meaning of freedom..


The girl died,
the father killed her...
but its an individual fault..

maybe he wanted to discipline her,
but he was at fault for killing,
thus its his individual problem...

blame it on the action,
NOT the hijab...


This is just my two cents worth...

* A: kenapa kita pakai hijab?
B: Kenapa kita simpan/sembunyi intan berlian di tempat yang selamat?
A: Sebab barang itu berharga dan tak ternilai..
B: Begitu juga halnya dengan wanita yang memakai hijab, tak ternilai harganya...


وَعِبَادُ ٱلرَّحۡمَـٰنِ ٱلَّذِينَ يَمۡشُونَ عَلَى ٱلۡأَرۡضِ هَوۡنً۬ا وَإِذَا خَاطَبَهُمُ ٱلۡجَـٰهِلُونَ قَالُواْ سَلَـٰمً۬ا
-Surah al-Furqan 63-

Sexy-Red-Hot-Vespa...

I have a lot to blog about..

I have a lot to rant....

I have a lot to blabber...

I have A LOT.....!

But I have been very very busy
with I-dont-know-what....

Seriously,
I've been too caught up with the daily stresses...
My mind was in a whirlwind, turmoil to be precise..
After months and days of 'mental gymnastics'
(kaed! igt lagi tak word ni??)
I think its time to give it a rest....

Penatlah nak berfikir...
I'd like to blog about work,
but lets leave it to another blog entry..

Rrrrright now,
I want to share pix!

yay!

Last Sat I went to BikeAsia at Singapore Expo,
I have to say I was impressed
at the unique and exclusive bikes
they have there...

BUT,
whatever it is,
my BiBu is STILL
the most exclusive hokay...
no doubt about it...;)


I got to sit on two different cute bikes..
hihi...
a 'veteran' scooter


























and a sexy red hot vespa....
nak moto ni boleh tak??



































these are a few of the bikes there...


























I have always hated the fact that motor shows
MUST have girls as their models...

Please lah,
what's the relationship anyway...
I always nag an earful to dear about this
whenever we go to motorshows...
hehe...

I will never understand that..

Akan tetapi,
while walking around,
I saw this particular girl,
and i thought she's pretty...
and i took a picture WITH her...

Gosh!


































I look FAT standing next to her...

Ahakz...
now dont tell me
I have to eat my own words...


Beautiful girls and motors?
NO correlation...

I only thought she's pretty,
I didnt buy any bike...:p

told you there's no correlation...;)


Till the next entry,

Im out!

Tata!

Desperate!

I had not wanted to blog about this,
but i felt i do not have a choice...

keeping mum about it,
wont help me in any way...

I desperately need a NEW job..

one with a proper working environment,
one that i can make proper use of my brain,
and most IMPORTANT,
one that is SMOKE-FREE....


Im one ACTIVE passive smoker right now..

help.....:(


Gosh!


anybody with info can email me at:

nkhasanah@gmail.com

Soki my baby

I've got it!

Soki.

my new toy.

Soki.

nice name darl..;)

Memorable one

Bday update....

(Bday)

Now the whole world knows im 24 years old..:p




dont forget, age is just a NUMBER...;)




I had a simple but memorable day on Saturday..
apart from the new toy I got from my parents,
which is the sony cybershot W120,
my dad, mom and lil bro fitri gave me individual presents too..


ahakz...




a gorgeous new blouse with matching brooch,
my fav perfume set
and a new watch (mine was hopeless already),
respectively...







and then we went for lunch at Siam Kitchen,
all paid for by Maman..
apa lagi, I ordered everything I like on the menu..;)







and then,
all of the sudden, dont know from where,
appeared this lovely birthday cake..
a swensens winnie the pooh ICE CREAM cake!






I loike!! :)




After all that,
I had the most wonderful closure for 5th April 2008,


Dear brought me to Carousel for a romantic dinner for two..;)
hihihi...
Thank God i was all dressed up for the occassion...



Food was great,
service was tip top
ambience was romantic
plus the fact we got a seat for two at a nice corner...




I was trying foods that i normally wouldnt,
I was laughing and laughing to his antics,
I swear
I wouldnt forget that moment forever...







Forgive me for being mushy here,
Heck! why am i apologizing, its MY blog..:p
Thank you very much dear for making my b'day
even more meaningful,
especially the birthday song you modified for me
exactly at the beginning and the end of 5th April..
So sweet..:)






Love you for everything...
and yes,
I am happy being with you! :)








im out.





Tata!





p/s: want to give my new toy a name, but what eh?

B'day morning

Hey! Its my B'day!

Im officially a 24 years OLD..
hehehe...

After waiting for midnight under the moonlight with Dear,
(cehdebah!)
I went home and saw a package on my bed with my name on it...

Its from my parents..:)

I opened it (read: dengan rakusnya)
and
its a Sony Cyber-shot W120!
Pink kaler lagik.....

Tadah..........................!

















Wonderful!
















And to test the quality of the pix,
i tried using the macro mode...




















not bad....
quite impressive for a digital camera...;)


I guess this camera will be my bestie
while i save up enough money for a DSLR..;)



Will be going out with my family
for a b'day lunch...

and a special dinner with dear
later tonight...

cant wait! :)


Thank you to those lovelies
for their well wishes...:)
Mmmuacks!


meanwhile,
from the b'day girl





















Have a nice 5th April!
hihihi...

Tata!

24 Candles

A few more hours!





Just a few more hours and I'll be blowing
24 candles!

-Tzatziki-






Gosh!











Peace out!





tata!

Beloved month of the year

Great!
Its going to be April in a few hours time...

My favourite month of the year..:)

Not only because its a special month for me,
but also because its the month where its name is beautiful and useful
-APRIL-

Get what I mean?

well,
tell me,
which month of the year is it, that people use for their names?

its April!
not January, not February, not March, not May......
Erk...ok maybe for May and June...

but the rest, NOT..

and between April, May and June,
April sounds nice and beautiful for a name..

you have to agree with me on this...
Ceh! paksa lagiii...ahakz...;)


I like MY month very much...
Gosh!
I feel so attached to this month..
ahahah...


And
I've given myself something nice,
I usually do whenever its April...

I loike it!

:)


Cant wait to spend that meaningful day with Darl...:)
Is it going to be Carousel?
or is it sakura?
urrmmm..
is it beach road?

is it, is it?

;)


ahakz..

im out.

tata!

No sword, how to kill??

How time passes very SLOW...

I looked at the time it was 3pm,
the next time I look,
secretly hoping it was already 5.30pm,

BUT!

it was ONLY 3.20pm..

:(



I want to close my eyes now,
and the moment I open it,
I wish it will be 6pm.....



hoping for miracles now.....





i'm shutting my eyes now....






..................
..........................




........................................






CHAK!



alaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!

how come still 4.15pm??


haiz......

:(




This entry is pointless...



Just to kill the time....

eh? no sword, how to kill?
haha....DRAG~~~~
:p






Cant wait for Friday!
yay!


wish me luck people....:)


p/s: miss miss miss missing someone.....*sob sob* :(

Alkisah Mee Siam II

Me: So, how dear? 1-10..
Dear: da agak dah mesti nk tanya macam tu..
Me: Yelah, 1-10, how?
Dear: A-








People,
I passed with an A- on my FIRST Mee Siam attempt!





ahakz..





Alhamdulillah...





I still couldnt believe I cooked Mee Siam,
I mean, me?
Im soo not a mee siam person...





I've not eaten mee siam before, let alone COOK it..





After almost half a day of
sweating and pacing up and down the kitchen,





Here it is:

looks decent eh? :)

aaah~~~ my very own mee siam...


Thanx honey for chillin' out at my place
and thanx for the A-...;)

Next time I'll lessen the Tauchu just for you k...;)




Next to try: Mee Soto...


But before that,
Maaaaaakk.......time to get a NEW blender, please~~~


P/S: Each simple gesture, made me fall for you again and again...
How I really treasure you...:)

I need a....

What the??!!

I need a pillow, NOW...

not to sleep,

BUT

to CRY on...



:'(


Boo Hoo....!

alKisah Mee Siam

I've been pretty busy lately..

There's work overload here in the office..

everything needs to be done by the end of this month..

I was working OverTime last week,

and there was this one particular day where

I worked from 8.00AM up to 10.30PM!

and I even had to come back

to the office last Saturday

and finish up my work..

Im still pretty much busy this week..

Im looking forward to this weekend,

which, I've set aside specially to

devote myself to learning how to cook Mee Siam..

;)

Well,
Dear and me have been going out and

eating out most of the time

and we were not sure where to go to this weekend...

So,

I suggested, why not we eat in?

right?

save money for some other important stuff..

right dear..;)

And since we'll be hanging out indoor,

I decided to cook his favourite food..

Mee Siam

No no no...

thats not my mee siam....

tu sample gambar je..;)

I'll snap some pix of the mee siam I will be making

orite?

ok lah dear...jangan tak jadi sudah...

ahakz...;)

im out!

tata!

cleared everything and now, wait......

Hey Ho!

Im back from KL,
and back again at work...

wish i could get more holidays..
but thats always the case...
mana pernah cukup..

;)

uh? what? KL?

yes yes yes....

went to KL
just for a quick visit..

due to work commitments
i had to make it a 'chop chop' holiday..

well,
not exactly holiday...

i went there to do my clearance...


It was super fast..

cleared everything by 10.30(approx.)a.m.
and since there an extra RM from my registration fee,
the bro at finance dept. brought it forward
so that i dont have to pay when
i take my convocation robe later on..

yay!

i bunked in Suli's room..
chat and chat til its 6.30 am..

slept for only 1 hr..

i remembered we talked abt jobs,
money, people and stuff....


the most important and embarassing part
was me wanting to say "coffee with whipped cream"
BUT
ended up saying "coffee with whipped POTATO"

eeeeeuuuwww~~~

ahahahaha....

well,
im sure Suli had a good time laughing..;p

btw, thanx for your hospitality babe! :)
and to Za, thanx for the PJs....teddy bear lagik....
ahahaha...;)


So,
Alhamdulillah...
im now waiting for convocation...
which is in August...

So,
siapa-siapa nak bagi hadiah ke bunga
can start planning for it now...
hokay? ;)


im out.

tata!




p/s: it was a wonderful getaway...

issit worth being depressed over

I cant help but to feel helpless....

A shitty day indeed....

Kekadang dalam menegakkan kebenaran tentang sesuatu
kita merasa seakan-akan mahu mengungkit tentang hal yg lalu..

but im not that kind of person....


Khasanah,
bersabarlah....


Its hard to please people...

Im willing to do sacrifices....

but it hurts when people dont trust me
even before they give me a chance to proof to them
that im worthy of their trust....

On the other note,
i cant wait to get out of this place...

its making me sick...

:(


Everything is making me sick...:(


I dont know for how long am i going to
bear with these pain in me...:(



This is depressing...

:'(