new year

Ahlan wa sahlan Muharram..

To all Muslims out there..

Happy new year...
Kullu 'am wa antum bi khair..:)





To my pelangi:

Upon reaching beloved homeland,
you were there to welcome me...
and
i really really appreciate it dear..maceh...:)

cant wait to meet you today...:)

ASSIIUM phototaking session

hey all!
i just came from the ASSIIUM phototaking sessions in front of the library..

see,
IIU is having this company from outside (i think)
taking photographs of students of different batches from different kulliyah..

so,
the EXCO called us all Singaporeans to take group photos for memories...

i was a bit hesitant in the beginning...
(dont ask y)
but alas,
i relented and joined them...

well,
after much persuasion by my fwenz..
how could i not, rite? :)

all went well,
i cant wait to have a look at the pix...

:)

meanwhile,
it's back to midterms and craziness (read:assignments)
kikikiki...

p/s: looking forward to 9th feb-Communication dept phototaking session..yippie!

retail therapy

i need retail therapy!~~~~~~~~

Dear...we go later when i come back k?

les miserable

three midterms for this week...
one down two more to go...

Dip comm really scared me..
i felt really confused with what was it that the lecturer wants..:(
whatever it was,
i did the best i could,
i'll just tawakkal 'alallah..

tomorrow is statistic!!
seram kaan...
but i already studied and did my revisions almost everyday...

i dont mind the calculations..
i've even memorized the formulas
im only a bit scared about the spss output..
i just have to go familiarise myself with it tomorrow before the exam...

Oh Allah,
Help me.....

Im feeling down..
i cant read the newspapers anymore...
i cant watch news on tv without feeling miserable each time...

i sympathise those in JB...
the flood has taken away their valuables, their land, their home...
:(

Oh Allah...
only You know what is best for the people...
only You have the power to change things according to your will..
only You listens to our prayers...

p/s: im missing home....ceh, miss home ke........miss.......erk...ehem....:p

uwaaa...
gtg!

The NEED for 'it'

I sense some curious nose sniffing about my current status...;)
ahakz!
i dont mean to keep people in the dark,
i just want or better still NEED, privacy..
i mean, for now..

even if its forever,
i feel it is a need to keep certain things to myself...
it's crucial to ward 'evil' off....

i've been through rough patches,
that almost 'destroy' my self-esteem...

sometimes,
we need to understand why people keep secrets...
put ourself in other people's shoes...

there must be a significant reason for it...
:)

so there people,
simply said:

the time's not ripe, yet.
:)

pardon me...

p/s: isnt it right dear? ;)

Get well soon nana

Just when i thought i was getting better,
the fever hit me again yesterday..
PLUS,
the runny nose which has been bugging me for two weeks now...
:'(

my throat feels like there's an elephant in there..
I ate some meddy yesterday,
and slept from 5+pm til this morning!

i just couldnt wake up..
haizz..

another bummer was the fact that the midterm for Diplomatic comm was cancelled...
uwaa...
i've studied tau...
and with that, i've got THREE midterms next week...
and one assignment to be submitted...

but on a more positive note,
at least i've studied for Dip comm...
:)

I cant wait to move my 'babies' to their new home...
yay-ness! :) :)
i bet they're gonna be happy...

okeh..
gtg continue sleeping...
Im kinda 'stoink' right now..ahakz!

p/s: how to get rid of this runny nose.....i just cant seem to be able to focus on things for long...help! :(

missing him, tests and cardio...erk...me? cardio?

i miss my bloggie...
(ceh! padahal baru brp hari je tk blog)
hehe...

updates!
i've got midterms coming up...
gila lah...
rasa mcm bermimpi je...

i thought the semester just begun yesterday...ahakz!
i've got one midterm tomorrow..
and two other next week..
yikes!

i've started to feel the tense building up..
but,
chill lah nana~~

u can do it...
if Yan can cook,
you can too!

erk..;)

Im missing you dear rainbow..
how i wish i could be there to lend a listening ear...

dont worry,
i'Allah e'thing will be fine...
i have faith in you..

you can do it too! :)

i'll be back this weekend and we can talk about it..k?
:)

miss ya lots!

oh yah!
i've registered for the fitness training (aerobics class) in my mahallah...
the trainer is a qualified nutritionist and fitness expert..

last night was the first class..
oh boy!
i had such fun that i did not want it to end...

and the best thing is,
i do not experience any muscle aches today...
wahh...
:)

and for your info,
in that class,
we'll be taught kickboxing, cardio and latin rhythm moves...

gerek kaaan!

ee...excited nyer...
:) :)

p/s: love you dear...:)

love is in the air..

In the mood for love anyone..?
cewah...mentang lahz blog da kaler pink....;)

niwei,
im getting better from the fever..
i got an MC from the clinic...
so, home i went...
ahakz...
alasan~~~

k, i'll blog later..
gtg do some stuff...

chowz!

ill lah pullak..

Im down with fever..
i dont know whether its cold fever or hot fever...
what i do know is that im feeling ill...
sobs..

been sneezing and wheezing and croaking since morning..

and the funny thing is i dont know how i got ill in the first place...

haaaizz..

i've swallowed 2 actifast...
hopefully, i'll get better soon...(coz im starting to feel like an old lady oredi)
amin..

niwei, thank God i'll be going home tomorrow...

need to do some library research...

p/s: pssst...heard some rumours (ceh, takdeeelah rumours sgt ;p) that daddy's buying me a new (read: second hand) zoom lens...yippie..

love and treasure

i've been a bit lazy to update...
Holiday but still with a lot of sch work...

yet,
i managed to have fun with the people i love and treasure most..:)

cant wait to go back to sch and finish my pending work,
and then back home again by Friday or saturday..
yay!
;)

you peeps wont understand..
i just HAVE to come home..

well,
to unwind...:)
hihihihi...

oh ya!
anyway,
hope its not too late to wish all of you a happy and marry 'eid adha..

a mad guy and a 'friendly' mosquito visit

weekend is drawing nearer and nearer..
i simply cant wait anymore...
nak baliiik!!

lotsa things up my sleeves....
*cheeky smile*

guess what,

just a few days ago,
the fan in my room went all wrong...
i dont know, maybe its the fuse or whatever...

BUT!
the important thing here is the fact that i had to endure 6 DAYS of sleepLESS nights...
all thanks to the 'visitors' coming to my room without me inviting them...

who?
its Mr & Mrs mosquito and their family and friends!
(how nice of them to come and visit me....next time bring some gifts along eh...blek!)
hmph!

well,
thanks to them,
i now have very nice bumpy and red spots on both my arms and legs....:(

PLUS,
the heat and sweats i had to bear with every night.....

thankfully,
after i reported 3 TIMES,
the technician finally came and fixed the fan...
btw,
i've got a brand new fan...

ever since that incident,
i have learnt how significant the fan is to me,
and to appreciate it...

so,
i've decided to switch the fan to the maximum speed 24/7..
kahkahkahkah....!

*evil laughs*

ok ok...
nolah....
;p

i mean, i'll save electricity....;)

and then,
there's another story,

a mad indonesian guy (i dont know probably a contractor or foreign worker, i just guess from his voice),
has been bugging me...
he sms-ed, miss-called and called...

well,
it so happen the other day,
me, shasha and farah was at pudu buying our tix for eid...
and we had to call Za...

shasha's phone went beserk,
so i had to call Za..

i didnt know she's changed her number (or maybe she told me but i forgot)

when i called, a male indonesian (very the wak-wak-like) voice answered..
i thought it was Za's bf and asked for Za..

but this guy didnt quite get what i mean..
i suspected a wrong number....
so i said sorry and put the phone down...

now,
u might think it's all settled..

teeeet!!!

WRONG GUESS!

after a few minutes,
he called me!

using an anonymous number and asked for my name, who am i and some other crap...

so i said,
"huh? wrong number lah!"
and put down the phone straight away...

after another minute,
he sms-ed me laaah!
eeeeee......

"hi..leh kenal2...."

huh?
mrepek kaaan! siow ting tong!

i didnt reply of coz...
waste credit jer...

kalau taufik batisah ke hady mirza ke yg nak kenal2,
takperlah jgk!

haha...k k... drag...:p

then,
i asked someone to answer this guy's phone call...
he was startled and didnt call again...

settled?

teeeet!!

WRONG AGAIN!

he sms-ed me just a few hours ago lah.....!!??!!

i've decided to change my number..

i am sooooooooooo sure a psycho like this guy here,
wont stop playing around....

tis reminds me of kak.eka's experience....

Giller punyer mamat!

fwah!
im really frustrated eh?
hihi...

k,
im out.

p/s: missing you terribly..............................................

Loooong weekend

My first weekend stay here in IIU
since sch re-opened..

yup.

this weekend,
i'll be in IIU..

someone wont be in Singapore anyway, :(
i guess,
i'd better stay here in campus starting up on my assignments and research..

Gosh!
this is making me feel sick..
sudden nauseousness, headache, stomachache plus whatever ache lah...
:(

ish..
its only a week + another week, which totals to 2 WEEKS,
of not seeing each other,
and im already developing these aches...hihi..

tapi,
takpa takpa....
Im strong..

uwaa...!

help!

k k drag...

ok,
khasanah,
u have discussions over the weekend hokay?

So,
stay F.O.C.U.S

but its no that bad,
you'll be calling me right?
:)

and oh yah!
the other week will be another loooong weekend!
yippie!

Its eid...! :)

cant wait..!
;)

gtg.
nature's call..yikes!

p/s: wonder how's my 'anak2' doing....better call home later...i miss them too!

May Allah unite us

Its a magical feeling..
Its a beautiful feeling..

Never felt this way before..
Im on cloud nine..

I kept looking at our pictures..
i couldnt bear turn around and do other things,
for even a minute...
i dont want to blink my eyes...
i just want to keep looking at that face..

That sweet thought of yours,
i understand perfectly...
its what we both wanted...
together we work towards it,
with prayers to Allah...
May He protect us from evil and unite us, Insya Allah...:)

Dont worry as i will always pray for you...
we'll stick together in Happiness and in sorrow...
:)

miss you lots..:)

p/s: two classes cancelled for today...im going to sleeeeep! yay!

missing you dear

Its not that i like to complain all the time..
but,
there's always things that causes the heart to 'bleed' or almost bleeding lah..;)

Ok,
so, early this morning, we're all supposed to alight IN campus, (like we usually did)
BUT,
this 'kind' pakcik drebar stopped at Pudu,
and told us that the bus couldnt go on..(coz the airbox or whatever crap is spoilt)
YES,
he said just that...

what made me think twice was the fact that the night before, at Larkin, pkck Amir already told the driver abt us to be sent to UIA...
plus, the Driver get paid EXTRA for sending us to UIA, hokay?
However, before he actually said that the bus couldnt go on, he asked us, why arent we alighting there at Puduraya....(it was 5 am ++ in the morning)
only when we told him, he's supposed to send us to IIU, he said the bus could go...
WHAT THE!

i just dont believe him....:(

Upon alighting at Puduraya, so early in the morning,
we had to walk beramai2 'berjuang' to look for taxi..
(most of us are girls..)

this particular taxi i took
had the meter ON...
and it stated RM15.80 when we reach campus...
BUT,
the driver ask us to pay RM24..
that is 'dawn robbery'!!!

giller kape!

ish!
why are these people so uncivilised!


ok..
forget abt that...

and so, i couldnt sleep at all as i had class at 8am
:(

But today's a fine day..
despite the minor gastric attack,
classes was all fun..
i've got topic for my EAP, cant wait to start on it...:)

Im missing someone badly...
:(

Hi there!
im missing you..
cant wait for the time when we can meet again...
:)

i guess that's all..
laundry's done!

tata!

p/s: Only Allah understands this feeling im having.....:)

great to be loved

After the rough patch i went through the past few days,
im finally home,
and i've met 'my remedy'...:)
Thanx..! :)

Life's becoming more meaningful now with you around..
I pray to Allah and am grateful to Him for this beautiful soul..

im not gonna care abt what others will say anymore...
I decide my own journey in life...
Whatever that i have to go through is mine and MINE alone..
others wont understand...
they will only demoralise and demotivate me...

Thank you my dear,
for being there for me..
Thank you for giving me 'life'
after what i thought would be my 'death'..
ahakz..ape ke bendernye lah...
;)

k k...
Im out...
cant wait to see ya tomorrow....:)

P/s: i've found the 'real' pelangi...Now i know how it feels to be loved....:)
Alhamdulillah...

love mum!

Im waiting for the time to go home..

i used to think this semester i'll be going home often...
but,
starting last night,
i think, i'll be going home almost every weekend...
its better, i guess...
Im kinda offended by the way things are now...
:(

well, nevermind..
i'm going home later...
:) :)

Mak!
eppi advance b'dae..
cant to be home..!
Mmuah!
love ya!

mohon maaf

:'(

Astaghfirullahal 'azim..

I seek Allah's forgiveness for letting the Satan take over my emotions...

:'(

Tuhan saja yang tahu betapa sedih dan pedihnya hati,
bila diri ini dirasakan seolah talam dua muka...

sesungguhnya,
diri ini tidak pernah ingin menyakiti hati sesiapa...:'(

kalau sekiranya,
awak tetap merasa saya bersalah,
saya dengan rendah dirinya memohon maaf....:'(

Mudah-mudahan kita jauh dari sebarang permusuhan....
:(

difitnah?

CAUTION!

i am venging my anger and dissatisfaction in this entry..

I dont understand why people would label others as bad
when they dont even know the 'real' thing...

To you and you,

I couldnt care any less...!
i cant be bothered!
i dont even want to know or even hear abt you(s)!

so dont drag me in this shit!

this, has cost me my good name...

labeling me as BAD when you dont even know what is it that actually happened?
how low is that?

Hey!
i am not that DESPERATE hokay!
:'(

im sooo pissed off with these kind of people!
they are either idiots or senile or simply said : STUPID!

and if there are those,
who only hear from others and straight away label and judge people,
all i can tell you is,
otak letak kat lutut pe!

When things happen,
people tend to forget what the victims are facing, how they are feeling..
people are always tricked into believing the WRONG victim...

:(
:(

Fitnah itu lebih buruk dari membunuh!

:'(

P/S : abang, ayang difitnah.......!!!! :'(

missing you

i was greeted by the PMS monster
the day i reached IIU..
the night was spent sobbing and crying..

nevertheless,
i guess this semester will be a fine one for me..(hopefully)
except with the mounting workload i'll have to bear with..

I've started the library regime...hihi..
currently,
heavy with 6 books,
plus some other photocopied readings...
giler lah!
ni baru first week..

khasanah,
u MUST score GOOD..
try to get the dean's list..(seramnyeeee)

anyway,
this semester i tried to avoid meeting certain people,
but i ended up bumping into them again and again...
why??
get a life!
i mean i'll meet you when i feel like it...
hmph!

p/s: i miss YOU...:'( i cant wait to go home...:'(

Slurrrpilicious and bloatedness

Had a grreeat time today..went to JB wif the family...
what initially supposed to be a trip to 'nyonya baju' (my family's favourite tailor)
to measure ME, for my NEW kebaya,
ended up with us going home BLOATED...ahakz..

thats what the kebaya will somehow look like when its ready..
with a bit of changes here and there (according to my taste)..
cant wait to wear it...hihihi...

















the material next to it is the material my mom's friend bought for me from INDIA! :)
i loike!


the next destination was my fav..!
the family decided to have dinner..
i told daddy i wanted bbq stingray...
and then, i suggested steamboat...

me and my big mouth, plus my dad's generosity,
YES!
we did ended up at this place called 'gazebo place' (near XTRA supermarket)

















the place looked nice..
the ambience was fine..
the service, a thumbs up..

i ordered what else, 'ikan pari bakar' hihihi...

















then we ordered steamboat,

















mind you, steamboat came with all the other xtras like the veges, fishballs, prawns, octopus, eggs yada yada yada....
there's even noodles..!

the kangkong belacan was sooo enticing i think i can dream about it tonite...!
:)

this here, is the bandung soda...






















ya Allah!
tak taulah nak xplain....haaaaiz...
nak lagi! ;)

see this lil bro of mine..
Slurrrrpilicious!
ahakz..!

















Puas hati lah! ;)

















erk...i just cant help but to take pix of the tablecloth...(k, tau tak penting...:p)
mcm lawa ah....hihihi...;)

















mom and dad,
satisfied~~~

















the aftermath?

the bill

















we ended up feeling bloated like we've never felt before...
ahahaha...
giller lah! i think that was one heck of an experience eating like a pig
(read: superwoman)...
ish!
must diet lah after this...;p

















there's nothing like good food and great company
to satisfy the hungry singaporeans' stomachs...:)

wakaka..

p/s : dah mlm, cant see the pelangi...:(