Make way! make way!

An entry dedicated to a birthday girl..:)

The girl who:
is a confidante,
is the person who 'Cops' a seat in class for me,
always have instinct on what colour i would be wearing to class each day,
is my buddy for craps,
is a person who laughs at everything i say or so,
a person who worries over things for me,
is my study mate,
most importantly ..
is a FRIEND.

Im glad our path crossed..
:)

Happy Birthday Kaed!!! :)

Why-5

Hola!

I've been bitten by the Happy bug...:)
hehz...

guess what!?

I've bought a new HP....
Traded my N70 to the N80 internet edition...
Internet edition means,
Its got WIFI bebeh! ;)

Best part,
my phone is the same with mr.Rainbow..
sepasang gitu...;)
i loike!
:)

Sigh..
It's a wonderful night..:))

searching for the right word

My latest craze..

Its my faithful buddy,
keeping me company; to kill time when i feel bored or just want to get things off my mind for a while..

It's amazing how
a word puzzle can become addictive..
Once i picked the pen, i couldnt stop...

really!

The best part,
it improves your vocabulary...
erk..
very the teacher teacher eh..

ok,
gtg...tata!

blek..

Hmmph!

tga boring..

Tanak tgk transformers..:(
uhuk..

blek!

Sun-sets the moment

Finally!

I've waited sooooo long to come again to this particular place...
A place where i think is quite romantic i shall say..;)

The one place where you can watch the sun sets beautifully....
Subhanallah....:)
Breathtaking moment for me....
sigh...:)


I managed to capture the picturesque view
before the sun disappeared...

Nice, isnt it?

Had i brought my SLR with me,
i could snap none stop......:))

Thank you dear,
for the wonderful time...

okies..
gtg dream abt the place...
;)

reasons

Hey!
I cant help but think that my new layout is very sweet and simple...
hihihi...

anyways,
you might have noticed that there's no more tagboard and archives..

Reason being:
1) I noticed that some people have nothing better to do than give destructive comments.
2) I do not mind advice but to do it in a cowardly manner is BAD.
3) People do not knows nuts about things that's happening, but still decided to provoke others.
4) people who attack others on personal basis are low-esteemed people.
5) I happened to read up my archives of three years ago, and thought that its depressing.
6) Too many memories which i do not want to remember.
7) I want to start new episodes in my life.

So,
anybody wants to comment or give CONSTRUCTIVE advice,
(dont be a coward; tell me who you are)
do so by emailing me..

gladuation lor

This new skin says it all..

Its four months away....

:))

torn between two

Im torn between two...
Im four months plus towards graduating...

Work vs Study

If you ask me,
I want to pursue for a master's degree..

this is something that did not cross my mind when i was in school..
even when i was in my first year in Uni...

But now,
Im very much eager to continue studying...

However,
money is what concerns me most for now...

the fees for a Masters' degree in the field of my choice at NTU
is around SGD9000..
Im not sure if its per academic year or not..the nine-triple 0's digit scared me enough not to continue looking....

OMG!

An then there's NIE..
the prospect is equally tempting...

i would prefer NTU to NIE though..

I guess i just have to work..
or else,
who's going to pay for my loan...

Hmm..
Work or Study?

i tried..

Shit happens..
and i always tell myself,
Im to be blamed...

Heart's bleeding..
But a smile is still forcibly being plastered on....

Gee..
i ought to be awarded at the Oscars for
Best Actress
instead of Halle Berry.....

sigh.

kalau dah jodoh.....

feeling so serene tonite..
after days of missing My Rainbow,
i finally met him earlier today..

ilang kejap rindu i, u...;)

aniweis,
it was only a quick meeting coz tomorrow's e day..
im excited!
will be spending e whole day together...
(also with some friends, later on in the evening)

:)

btw,
just want to share something with all of you..
a few days back, i ACTUALLY realised im 23 years old!!
tak pahaaam kaann...
hihihi....

i die-die thought that im 22...
i was writing down my profile when i wrote 22 on the age box...
gosh!

twenty three years old............
another 2 years time and i'll be 25...

25 tau....!?!
25 is like mid 20s..
where you are actually a VERY eligible bachelorette....

i remembered during my sch days where i planned to get married at the age of 25...
ahakz!
mentel eh...budak masih skolah pun pk bila nk kawen....
biasalah~~ adolescent lah katakan...
kikikiki...

But now,
its totally a different issue...
Not only do i think of when to get married,
i get MAJOR goosebumps when most of my friends is getting or already gotten married...

ahakz...
it's exciting plus scary at the same time...

question is....
when will it be my time? ;)

will it be at the age i planned in sch, which is 25? (hope so :))
or will it be much much later in life, say, 30 or 50?(oops..erk..)
or will i never get the chance to experience it at all? (OMG!)

ouch!
tricky babe..;)

truth is......
we'll just wait and see......;)

gtg have an early night....
cant wait to meet you tomorrow morning honey...:)

Aaaaa AAAAAA ChoooOooOoOOooo!!!

been sneezing like mad cows since an hour ago.....:(
(erk..cows sneez meh?)

niwei, the fever is back...this will go on for abt a few hours and then the temperature will be back to normal again...

gosh, dont know when its going to stop....

what's happening

Im OFFICIALLY back again..
been on hiatus for a very verrry looong time...

i do not know what happened...
i guess i've been too busy to update...
plus my laptop went beserk lately...
thus, being an extra hindrance for this blogging passion of mine...
;)

hmm...
i almost forgot how to blog...
gee...that's scary...

nvrmnd,
since im officially back, and hoping that the laptop wont go gaga again for the time being..
until then, i will be diligently posting news here, ait? ;)

anyways,
life's been pretty good,
the love is still in the air...

i'm falling for him again and again every now and then...
my heart still skip a few beats everytime i see him or hears his voice...

Thank you dearest rainbow
for ur time and effort all the time that im here in singapore...

i love you and forever will, insyaAllah...

im sorry for what happened last night..
i was being such a jerk, i guess...
:(

and today i woke up at 3pm...

WHAT??

oh yes...
coz i couldnt sleep the whole night...

i was up the whole night crying in my sleep...
i kept having 'the vision' in my sleep

which,
caused me to wake up every 15 mins and found myself crying like a baby..
:(

in the end-
to stop the nonsensical mind from 'the vision'-
i decided to watch TV and ate rice with ayam masak merah..
(at 5a.m. in the morning!!)

sigh

abt almost 6 i began to doze off,
only to be having
'the vision' AGAIN...
and tears started to stream...

only when my eyes were as big as a golf ball (from all the crying),
which was at 7 plus, did i managed to fall asleep....

i wont elaborate...

gtg,
mom's calling...

i'll update later...
tata..